This Day.

I was sorta kinda maybe dreading today.
But I was able to put my sad feelings aside and give Brian a wonderful fathers day. I fed him and made him feel special. I let him know how much I love him and how super he is. After all he is the future father of our children.

It's heartbreaking that I cannot make him a daddy.
I feel like I let him down.
He reassures me that if he had known about my brokenness he still would've married me. Time and time again.

I am so lucky to have him.
I cannot wait till the day where I am not the only one who is celebrating him.